okay i kind of wanted to wait to post about this here until the doctors knew exactly what was wrong with me but that doesnt look like its gonna happen anytime soon so

im currently trying to get on medicaid and disability to help pay for the doctors bills and to just get a little bit of income in while im sick, but heres the problem; theyre taking forever with the medicaid and they need to know what exactly is wrong with me before they make a decision over disability.

my dad was laid off in february and he really doesnt make enough on unemployment each month to make it sometimes, so i gotta help buy groceries or pay a stray bill or something. i dont mind doing that but its hard for me to sometimes because i just dont have the cash and i dont want to take in any more commissions right now, considering i already have several commissions that ive been needing to finish for a long time now and it makes me feel bad man.

so how can you be a bro?

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my boyfriend paul and our best bro in tote matt are running a fundraiser for me to help my dad and i out. the goal is to get enough money to cover a months worth of bills, etc but even if i dont get that much, any little bit helps.

so if you could, donating even a few bucks helps a lot. like if everyone that watches me just donated 2 bucks id have way more than enough. i know thats not gonna happen BUT its a good example as to how much this helps me etc.

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if you cant donate, thats fine too, just pimp the youtube and chipin sites in your own journals and websites would be awesome too. every little bit helps.

thanks to everyone who has already donated or advertised, u cool kids.